那首歌

121207, wed : gloomy_

6.40am_ 踏出公司的那个早上,天空比我想象中的还亮得早. 从镜子中望着一个22个小时不睡觉的我,差点认不出自己.

9.00am_拖着一个不属于自己的身躯,我开车出门. 浓浓的粉底加深紫色的眼影暂时掩盖了一切.我一直告诉自己,再忍多一下吧,一切都会过去的. 一路上太阳暖暖的照在脸上,我相信其中那3秒我是睡着的. 感恩我还活着...

1.50pm_接近尾声了,the last brand plan of all five,宛如戏剧般的我竟然夺门而出(从来没想过这句话可以运用在我身上-__-)因为终于,我忍不住呕吐...一切不愉快的,难过的,都让我用力地一次吐出,无比畅快...

..........什么时候才可以结束这样的日子,然后以孩子的姿态阔步向前走???..........

谢谢一直关心我,对我不离不弃的朋友 - 半夜送我去看医生的你, 一直叮咛我不可以一个人走去停车场的你, 陪我吃晚餐的你, 打电话说冷笑话逗我笑的你, 陪我一起失眠聊未来的你......我统统都收到了;

感激一路走来陪我加班,一起吃晚餐,帮忙我的同事们;

感激你感激我的老板lorraine,我从你身上学了很多;

还有一直不断鼓励我的哥哥;

最后,我的弟弟,妹妹,爸爸和妈咪... 没有你们我根本熬不下去,我不知道我还会在哪里...

3.00pm_我开始昏睡. 辛勤劳作后感觉的疲惫,其实异常快乐...(我是疯了吗?...zzz)


131207, thu : mc - a day of darkness_

停电的下雨天,在家里睡得非常安稳...

倒数着,还有两个星期,我就可以暂时逃离这个绝望的城市,回到过去,飞往一个陌生的城市,不去牵挂任何人.


141207, fri : tgif + where are you xmas? + rain rain rain_

期待非常的星期五终于到来,公司里陆陆续续添上了圣诞装饰,同事在我面对的落地玻璃喷了个雪白的merry x'mas =) 我开始感觉到新的一季即将来临.

很久没见了朋友. 我离场后再回来,一切好像已经面目全非. 感到无能为力之际,我什么也帮不上.

这是一个太多感情贯穿的年代, 你我他都受过伤. 我固执的认为,一个人最悲伤的时候,自然的你会忘了如何表达自己有多难过. 我不想同情谁或谁,我想你会懂的. 因为我还是站在你那里.


151207, sat : enchanted...

不经意的发现了这个消息时,我不知道我要如何说句话来安慰你...仿佛一个星期前,当表弟告诉我他外婆过世的时候...除了替他难过以及献上悼念,我都希望留下的人,伤心过后就更要好好的活着...

回想起当年,当我正经历着你所经历的一切时,我一句话也听不进去. 闭上眼睛,想着忽然离开我的外婆; 闭上眼睛, 脸上又湿了一大片...当时的世界只剩下眼泪...

希望你能真正休息好,走更长的路...

华灯初放的黄昏,我也好喜欢.

你是我的眼

Not that you need to know but I have a odd habit of repeatedly listening to song I like 9-11 for hundred times. 9 to 11 basically reflects the working hours that I'm leading now. Lately my favourite, 《你是我的眼》rendered by a very new and young budding singer in Taiwan林宥嘉.I'm really engrossed with it and I can't help. As the song title it means : you're my eyes, literally it tells a story of a blind man, the original singer and composer behind the song.


On a totally different note, not as frequent as nowadays that i'd pay visit to my hairstylist...once a month at least and have a rather mundane and unnoticeable trim each and everytime. At the end of the day, i think i changed a little with a new parting. It is not something to be proud of nor to be flaunted about, as it looks all unnatural and bald. Anyway, i believe that some good might have come of it. A change, for better or for worse, make you a more adaptable person to things which you think you couldn't get rid of, in fact you can really do it.


Already the weather is growing chiller with the rainy season arrived... It seems to me the zeitgeist has been passed for the longest time and with it I'm getting more and more deserted. Home turns into a hotel for me to eat, bathe, sleep... it is a vicious cycle. I was forced to put my foolishness behind and being left aloof. From time to time, I'm trying to find the strength within to stagger further. With my eyes pinch shut, I didn't smell the love in the air; I'm mute to any comforting words; I didn't show up and let you cry on my shoulder; I didn't comply to what I have promised... I tried to pretend that I'm careless to everything, I tried to pretend that I didn't feel hurt by these...


Fallen into one drinking spell to another, I listened to the sounds of muffled laughter of you people. Hats on and hair down, you move your body slowly to the pulsating dance floor, with the luring neon lights, smoke, rapidly emptying glasses and the hardcore party music, you were out of your mind for a while... Gazing mistily at myself from the reflection of the mirror. I realised that I'm one of you.


Here I wish you nothing but the best.


Merry Christmas...

season of loneliness

据说这是个甜甜圈的时代

29092007 : sat_utterly unpredictable weather

一个两个三个四个甜甜圈
只是净看也觉得幸福
闻着那些甜甜气息
忽然很想念糖果屋的那个童话
曾几何时我想象自己拥有一座糖果屋
门可以吃
桌子可以吃
屋顶也可以吃
客人来了就叫他们随便吃吧

不用客气...

《色·戒》

电影院里该减的戏份都减了

可想我捧场的原因

并不是为了那些色情的场面谢谢

减剩的纯白凄厉人生

已经绝望得让人不会哭泣

完整版的情节应该更加沦陷

盲目的牺牲真叫我感到无力

唉……

李安真的好棒。

但，力宏还是最棒的那个!!

此外,很想问问朝伟:
侬的'快走!'也未免走得太快了呗?

侬飞身插入车里的情节让庵实在有点懊恼...

-___-

~.~

06102007 : sat_reflective coldness

一个星期吃一次
竟然还试不完各种口味!-__-
真是种类繁多,美丽极了~哈哈
去到Big Apple记得要尝尝那绿茶的,杏仁的,鸡丝的,chocolate banana的...等等口味
我下次要试试榴莲和芝士的... 这需要一点勇气!

2007一恍惚只剩下3个月

祝梁小月23岁生日快乐

恭喜你加入23行列的阵容

我们欢迎你相约在the apartment, the curve为梁小月庆生.appetiser_mango + duck salad... 好骚的鸭.名副其实的chicken in a bag...

卖相普通但好好味!baked dory fish卖相可爱,不错不错!

baked kod fish... yummy*

baked chocolate pudding... hmm...

很香浓的巧克力

可是有点太甜了~ **

最后的美女大合照+一根菜

~.~

终于是个迈向24的年代

想当年,你已经是个两岁小孩的妈了

而我呢?

不知道在少女与女人之间的交接处

又有多少东西是掌握在自己的手里?

.

.

.

~.~

hmm...还是做小孩最妙~

cheers!

情人的眼泪

为什么要对你掉眼泪
你难道不明白为了爱
只有那有情人眼泪最珍贵
一颗颗眼泪都是爱都是爱
为什么要对你掉眼泪
你难道不明白为了爱
要不是有情郎跟我要分开
我眼泪不会掉下来掉下来
好春才来
春花正开
你怎舍得说再会
我在深闺望穿秋水
你不要忘了我情深深如海

~献给你,那二十年后的知音人...

Dobry den

080907, sat : rainy_

It wasn't a fruitful day at Matta fair *sigh. For even i already had a destination in mind beforehand. Alas, fickle-minded adults are always having too much to consider, too little to compromise. So, I finally walked out with nothing, but a Lonely Planet book.

Somehow, I felt quite satisfied to get this book at RM84 (I supposed it's a very good bargain hehe... ) You can't find elsewhere but at Matta fair. (I was told so hence please don't let me know if you find out that you can get this book elsewhere cheaper than this, tq -_-)

On a totally different note, i met up with Jo again at the Plenary Hall since the last time I met her, haha...For this time, Jo had got herself extra complimentary tickets for the Prague Symphony Ochestra!! I was so into it only by the first sight of the title itself ^^ cause it's Praha baby!! that I have been missing so~

p/s: Wish you were here Fei Wen!! wahaha...

Throughout the 2 hours near to 3 hours performance, they played only 4 classical compositions (Of all, I can only remember the last piece - Beethoven Symphony no. 7 hehe...) Only a song was sung by a local singer, O mio Babbino Caro, which was to dedicate to Luciano Pavarotti. Too bad she didn't sing more songs...

Well, I think I can really feel a tinge bit of the Praha's Charles Bridge and slightly Old Town Square~ *blek... Good thing was: I didn't fall asleep!

KLCC has brightly illuminated the night with soulful memories in those days...

Happy Anniversary to the London trip last year~

090907, sun : sunny_

Sunday is a sunny day... On the pretext of Mun Yee gathering, we went for our first ever paintball game at TT Sports, Sunway. Paintball is literally pain-ball!! I think you can't agree more with me, especially for those who have experienced the game before OR to be exact: for those who got shot in the game before!

It's indeed a physically-draining activity to begin with. Also, anxiety-ridden at first for us to hear the sound of the gun shot and the scary precaution that we need to be aware of, says cannot take of your mask in the field or apa terjadi? jawapannya gigi akan patah...... my jaw and teeth suddenly felt an urge of sourness... =s

Despite all, it was a really exciting and adrenaline surging fix of fun game, hahaha! We got a good deal at RM80 per pax. You guys out there should try it if you have the chance. Let alone our more-than-a-decade frienship, the game has kicked off with a bit of rivalry between...ehem... Worse still, the rivals were seperated into different team after we lat-ta-li-lat-da-li-tam-bong *sweatsss

12 of us + 2000 bullets... There's no recoil, you can plainly attack or defend. In the rivalship, sacrifice of the innocence always seems to be inevitable, and apparently I'm one of those unlucky who got shot --- sadly on the butt *cisss! Let me know if you happen to have a clue of who the culprit is as its status still remain unknown to date... -_-

Regardless of the pain, I do feel that as if the childhood dream has at length realised, we're not playing toy gun, it's paintball and real gun we're talking about now! haha!!

-the comrades in arm-

Looking forward to more AXN kinda extreme games next round =)

给丽娟的信

《笑谈广东话·一》

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亲爱的丽娟：

你好，时间过的真快，两个月的学校假期转瞬间又过去了，不知你如何度过？这个假期生活，我过得既充实，又有意义。
假期里的首三个星期，我除了温习功课外，大多数的时间都花在恼人的假期功课上。虽然如此，我却毫无怨言，因为功课上的难题都一一解决了。
假期的第四个星期，我们全家人到外婆的家小住了几天。适逢其会，正是水果丰收的季节，外婆在她的果园里开了个“水果聚餐会”。我们除了品尝上等的果王，也吃了清凉的果后，红毛丹、杨桃……，大家吃得开心又满足。
假期的第五个星期，我参加了学校举办的假期补习班。因为我在明年将要面对小学评估考试了，所以我便利用这个假期搞好我的课业。除了做模拟练习以外，老师也指导我们回答问题的技巧，可说是获益良多。
爸爸为了奖励我在假期里依然手不释卷，所以他在假期中的第七个星期带我们一家人到闻名遐迩的金马伦高原去度假。高原上绿油油的茶树，肥美的蔬菜以及浓郁的花香，令人流连忘返；时而吹来的凉风更使人心旷神怡。
这就是我的假期生活，随信附上一张我在金马伦高原的仙人掌园所拍的照片。那儿的仙人掌种类繁多，美丽极了，希望你会喜欢。来信时不妨与我分享你假期生活的点滴。好了，下回再谈。

祝
生活愉快

友
玫莲上

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睡梦中被吓醒之谜

阿jun同学，这次仲唔证据确凿，没得抵赖~ 哈哈~

我要我们的苏格兰

我怀念着我们的苏格兰晚餐自备便当
是的,就是那干涩到可以哽死人便当
请相信我们F&B组员的用心良苦
蛊惑的鸡是无心之作

我怀念着我们站在逆光的位置俯瞰苏格兰天空倒影的湖泊
深深地怀疑着湖里是否埋葬着另一个童话故事
不然怎能安静得让人不敢骚扰

我不会忘记那天大胆放肆的我们
嫌命长似地躺在高速公路上就只为了拍照
我们原来都是热爱摄影的一群自恋狂

我怀念尼斯湖的诡异气息
要是还有机会再去的话
我保证我不再表演片石的花样
但尼斯你也起码探头或露尾让我瞧一瞧好不？

我怀念那晚罐头茄汁黄豆白面包的丰富大餐
泡面也一夜之间变成世界上最伟大的发明
我在那一刻是真的这么觉得的

天涯海角在哪里?
是那片不吃人间烟火的‘净土’吗？
生平第一次
我们是多么的不怕踩到咩咩大便
大步大步的攀上那世界的另一端
我难以想象自己竟然是从世界另一个遥远的地方而来
我以为我回不去了以前时差七小时的地方

我最怀念的
那层层叠叠的绿色弥漫整个大地
我们逛着一个又一个有牛羊点缀的草原风景
比划着一样的V手势
笑得好像孩子一样

气温在夜里突然降得不像话了
我们还是吐着白气笑着说着闹着
就算是颤抖了迷路了

一年过去
除了我们的纪念之外
我那不安份john o'groats咩咩依然不安份地跳跃着
而我们那时天真笑容也依然徐徐绽放

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菲莉丝·翻阅苏格兰冒险之旅

8月3日，仿佛被时间的针刺了一下，记忆犹新。

出发之前，研究厚厚地图本，长长的路线图从这一面的东连到另一面的西，再从这一面的北连接着上一面的南，用力记着细细密密的路标和地理位置，我超爱英国的地图本，准确度精密得连哪一个休息站挂有Burger King都一清二楚的标明。

沿路的青草地，蓝天碧云，白色风车，天和湖连成一线，Tomatin的香醇whisky，Lochness的Nessie，John O’Groat的平静与黑面绵羊，Point of Stoer的天涯海角和Edinburgh的复古气息，像诗般的美丽，像乐章般动听。

我想告诉你，路上会有“羚羊”的路标，如果它们成群结队出现，你必须先等它们慢慢走过再开车。
调皮的绵羊在你想正面与它合照时会别过脸去，就是不肯乖乖就范。

走在“天涯海角”的路上有很多绵羊屎，但是风很大，感觉去到了地图上最顶端的地方。我用红色的手套和白色的“战衣”录下了我想你的影像。

尼斯湖的水面很平静，水怪成了最诡异最耐人寻味的传说。

真正好吃的Fish & Chips在苏格兰，但我依然记得你们在吃了一口“臭鸡蛋”(一种浸在醋谭里的水煮鸡蛋)立刻呕出来的搞怪表情。

穿着苏格兰裙的乐队在爱丁堡城市演奏，我们刚好踏足了苏格兰音乐节，那一夜的圆月完美得感觉人狼就快浮现。

我在John O’Groat带了一只四脚朝天的绵羊回家和买了一瓶印有Nessie的矿泉水回家。

我躺在高速公路上拍了很多照片，路旁的景色美得像是从明信片走出来一样。

我站在悬崖边的石头上高举胜利的手势，不管是否去到了“天涯海角”，我都觉得那是绝地。

我希望那个我喜欢的麦奇小朋友会记得曾经和我拥抱的感觉。

Happy Anniversary to our old sweet days!!!苏格兰之旅一周年快乐！！！

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阿露雁·儲蓄蘇格蘭的盛夏光年

回國後 我才漸漸懂得儲蓄 “我想記起的21件事”

然後再從21 件事其中的1件回憶分解成7顆 (其實更多)不滅的七彩泡沫

我敢打賭

Lochness湖里還留著我們胡亂秀技巧而丟入的小石子

Point of Stoer-Light House那奇綠的草地上我們的屁股印還完好無損

John O’Groats 我們的小小綿羊還在櫥窗里一字排開擠眉弄眼

Tomatin的酒是穿着紅色方格裙吹着笛子的小偷讓我們不小心嗑藥從此迷戀他國的小把戲

靠近HoHo民宿的那間快餐店大大塊的魚柳片魔力依然

無人的高速公路邊我們的狂喜如依偎着的天湖般停格

我敢打賭那隻可憐的黑臉綿羊至到一年後的今天還因為一直做着相同的惡夢而為兩個亞洲女孩而失眠

蘇格蘭你也想死我們了吧?

我敢打賭

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若男·Toast for Scotland anniversary

前提:手指必須快速在鍵盤上彈跳才可以回到二十年前的那個小雨和湘倫, 然而, 不論我怎麼做都沒有辦法回到一年前的那個我. 就是前天, 我在網上跟裴小姐為了我們蘇格蘭之旅一週年而越洋乾杯, 並同意實行我們那有點天馬行空的想法. 所以, 有了這篇週年慶的文字.

想法:我必須優雅與緩慢的一一回想起那些猶如紅酒般越舊越醇的記憶, 把酒杯拿起來順時鐘旋轉, 在燈光下欣賞那紫紅色的液體, 呼一口氣, 再把鼻頭靠在杯面, 用力吸. 必須很專心的想起那一點在脣齒間逗留一段短暫時間來回溜達的旅程.酒精超強的威士忌紫色尼斯絨毛娃娃好吃的蘇格蘭炸魚片呵呵酒店超支信用卡驚險車禍黑色橋車發電風扇黑臉綿羊蠱惑的雞AA地圖醃雞蛋內褲男女曖昧擁抱海面上雲的倒影冒雨詢問的老婆婆家垃圾袋的飯盒與衣服Vauxhall 英國國產車5秒內出現的壯漢警察hard shoulder的中文名稱尼斯的水瓶等等等

後記:也許一年後的我們已經不太常見面與聊天, 但我還是把一些位置留了給你們. 得空來灌醉 ^^

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Jiun·属于我们的纪念日

一年前的我们浩浩荡荡出发前往苏格兰，

一年后的是我们的苏格兰周年纪念日，真怀念。

从开始策划、出状况、后来成功到达目的地，现在还历历在目。一人一条面包，结果吃了整整一个礼拜，厌腻了；

在玛利骨头厨房烤的古惑的鸡，鸡血鸡油四处喷，痛叻；

新鲜又好吃的鱼扒，还没吃完就被丢掉了，浪费；

HoHo Hostel 的接待员没牙的，因为服务不好、不老实，被人打脱的，吸血鬼；

若男姐看见绵羊就失控了，方向盘也跟绵羊方向走，好险；

从John O’Goat 到Stoer 都在车上昏睡中，闷；

雨夜在车上留宿还是第一次，车子的后坐属于我的，真舒服

昌仁兄不知在搞什么，车子突然飞向路边的大石头，有惊无险；

爱丁堡卖艺的帅哥美女是重点，精彩；

麦奇小弟好可爱，想念他；

回途中看见圆大亮的月亮，很美；

到达玛利骨头已凌晨五点，累但很开心；。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

这是一个值得我们怀念的日子祝苏格兰周年快乐！

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Army

遥远的旅途。。。沿路的景色。。。可爱的绵羊。。。通通的种种。。。都想再来一次。。。那一次的美好。。。到了八十岁那天还是能会心一笑。。。

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Daniel

Feel like it happened only last month! Times flies, still remember the madness and laughter we shared in amazingly and beautiful Scotland.

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Jin

I felt very different today, rasa ‘agak different’ like how our local football commentators would say. Come morning, I felt even more different. I felt my spoken English, and Bahasa Melayu had a tinge of ‘R’s in it. I would say, ‘Houw is yer leig t’day?’ to my colleague…I felt like having pies and breads for breakfast, big hearty portions, and then I also wanted to eat my lunch in an ice cream box with an egg, a baked chicken drumstick, some vege, and rice. In between, I also felt like having chocolate coated digestive biscuits, and peanut butter bread sandwich. KL looked extremely beautiful today, even the cows and goats looked awesome…and it was cooling…I felt very Scotland…very scotlandish…and I knew why…it was our one year anniversary, this is dedicated to you team…team pengembaraan Scotland…

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Panda·怀念苏格兰的每一个角落...祝苏格兰一周年快乐...

要不是菲莉丝提醒我八月三号是我们去苏格兰的一周年,我想我还是朦朦胧胧的完全不知道此事..说真的,我是甚少写部落格的那一类...哦...可以说是完全没有自己的一个部落格懒惰吧…但经过若男的推动下,我决定启动了一个..哈哈...anyway, 菲莉丝说要将我们的感言post 在她的部落格上,那我也想说说自己的,只好在这落笔咯…Hmm…想起我们大伙儿在苏格兰的日子,我还蛮怀念的.虽然只有四天,但我赶肯定大家都会把这四天当着人生中最快乐及有意义的四天,你们都同意吗?我就觉得如此.说真的,我不知道几时还能有象这样的机会和大家一起乘车轻轻松松的到苏格兰每一个角落去探索, 这种游玩还蛮刺激的.想起当时我那辆车除了我之外,全都是ladies…(and you know what will happen when ladies get together??) 呵呵…..Gossiping man…但奇怪的是我并不觉得她们烦,反而还很用心的去听嘢..还当中加入她们的话题…呵呵…(菲莉丝,说笑而已啦....你那睡着的样子还真的难忘..呵呵)…无论如何,要继续说的还可多…但我只想说的是我真的真的很怀念那些日子…虽然现在大家都已经在走各自的路,向未来发展,但有时候我还是真的会想起我们一起探索,一起在大马路中央照相,一起吃便当,一起解决问题,一起gossiping,一起玩闹的那几天…哎….好啦…不多说啦….朋友们, 祝苏格兰一周年快乐….Cheers mate~

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Fei Wen·一路向北--我们苏格兰一周年纪念

世界上最美的朋友大合照
话不多说，这里我们曾经有过
看着身旁左右两边的朋友
同一时刻会心一笑
完全明白
完全刻下
永恒记忆
~雯~

我们就那样出发去了

21-22日7月 - 雨天

宿醉已过，我又是一尾活龙。难得的一个下雨天，我，felice, tim & sia去〈镒记〉吃了个brunch。虽然在茶餐厅里叫了猪扒来吃，但是感觉依然十分nostalgia~ 听说那是海南口味的扒，味道还不错。浓浓的咖啡香味四溢，加上湿嗒嗒的雨天空气，搭配着我们蓝蓝的心情，就这样坐了半个下午。

海南式鸡扒。记得要给5%govt tax.

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另一半的下午，兴致勃勃的我们冒着细雨塞着车去BTS唱k……
felice以jay_不能说的秘密,作开场;
合唱曲目-李茂山_无言的结局，作高潮;
再来，我-cheerchen_九份的咖啡店，作结尾。
是唱得有点意犹未尽，但还是perfect! 一路上耳边还荡漾着青草味~ 嘻嘻！

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夜幕低垂，春春加入power ranger's force。吃完肉骨茶的我们突然become very bersemangat! 星期六晚上给了我们出走的理由。毫无准备之余，只有临时去油站买的零食+矿泉水，我们就那样浩浩荡荡地出发去了。 我爱我的power rangers，他们不造作不扭拧，就是那种好像可以跟我一起随时随地不顾一切地去做自己想做的事情。没有烦恼，没有压力。 凉风习习的一路上，felice&春已依偎地睡去。tim专心驾车。sia一旁帮忙指路。我偶尔数着泛黄的街灯，在夜里显得特别刺眼。一支两支三支……一直地在往后退，一直数到自己也睡去。

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目的地转眼到达。管不了海面一片的漆黑，或是岸上bollywood or lala歌的轰炸，我们就坐在沙滩上开始picnic起来：cheezel, nachos, yogurt drink, lollipop... 乱吃。吃毕，接下来就是精心策划的康乐游戏 - “跳掰掰”，哈哈！童年小学时候的玩意儿，已经11年没玩鸟，感觉自己忽然老了很多很多真的……从最基本开始，我画了个“田”字掰掰，结果给人骂说我画到太大格，显... 意想不到的结果, sia赢了!不要看他瘦瘦的，他可是跳得远又准,佩服。顺便提醒一下输了那个人，要记得你还欠我们3口海水。哈哈！

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是谁说过，离开城市的天空里，星星会特别闪烁明亮，可是今夜却不见得如此。时光已经行走到2007年的7月，海风没有想象中的咸，海浪也很平静，一拍一拍地，很有旋律。而我突然23岁了。日子好像没有教会我什么的。我还是那个繁华浮躁的我，活在这繁华浮躁的城市里天天碎碎念。揉揉眼睛，梦醒了。我还得重新出发。

我忽然不清醒

20日7月 - 细雨

因为那些红色的白色的苦涩液体，
因为你的生日，
我有生之年第一次不能自己地晕眩……

一瞬间，
世界只剩下黑与白，无声无色。
手臂上留下的黑青略略提醒着我美女们是多么吃力地扶着自己，
当然，寿星女不顾仪态或是自己的迷你短裙，
毫不客气地把我背上车的那一幕……我的heroine!

夜忽然变得很安静。
当晚的我失礼了，真抱歉。
祝美女们有个好晚安。
还有我的birthday girl天天开开心心.

Les Yeux Ouverts

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper I love you
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me...


Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone, blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me...


Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this...


Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me...

Japanese Tetris

buey tahan!!! XD

5 lucky stars

It's our birthday again: KJ, Sabrina, Ariel, Feiwen & Jiro!!! If you have less clue of who we are and how we have celebrated our birthday last year... click here to find out! we can be very idolish sometimes =p

To begin with our birthday feasta, we had a good time watching My Fair Lady together at KL Convention Centre, that's a really loverly experience... Seriously I was reminded so about Evita in London...^^

To top it up, we had a yummylicious dinner at a Korean restaurant, Jung Won at Jalan Ampang. The BBQ was just so irresistably good~!!! we had more than over 20 variety side dishes such as kimchi and whatnot... yum yum~

Koren BBQ!the wai sek face... Jiro!

At night, KJ our dai lou brought us to Sky Bar at Trader's Hotel, eye opening for me who don't really go out and pou these days... old d la... look at the swimming pool, nice right?!! Only an one way narrow sidewalk that leads us to the table which was near to the window view, ONE WAY!! If you're not cautious enough, then be prepared to just fall into the pool and get well. =) mind you, there's no life guard there!

Nice nice nice!!

the ladies...

Sabrina!!

KJ

So happen to meet long-lost high school friend, Yvonne... We're Chong Hwa kia!! *digress abit.

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We sat staring out the window looking at KLCC... Or to be exact, we just simply stared out without any window blocking our view, hehe... yea, it's balcony-like! you can somehow attempt to jump out of the window if you dare haha... The KL city was brightly illuminated, the night was still young!! ^^
After we're satisfied with all the photos taken, from every possible angle you can imagine of... really... any angle!! XD then we finally settled down to sing birthday song, blow cake and make a little wishes again, it's all just the same like last year... venue changed, time changed, but still us! Hope that ur friendship still remained the same... with no expiry date, yay! *puke la puke la i dun care~
At this time in my life, it amazed me to think of how long more can we actually celebrate our birthday together like this? next year, next next year? Warmth welling inside seriously... Thank you stars.... Happy birthday to us again! V^_^V

we're all alone

here i'm back! hopefully, noside hasn't become a forsaken blog... i know it's been long i didn't update but i just can't help, give me more time... last week has been a busy yet happily meaningful week. six o'clock struck. it was a beautiful Sunday morning. somehow i still waited a little until the dawn begin to break. i'm satisfied as i've not been staying awake at this kinda hour for the longest time ever since the working life started, ever since the routine 9-6... or 9-8 or even 9-10 life take charge. Ever since then, apparently i made haste to be happy, as if i were not to be happy long, as if life is just too short...

a year had passed since the great old days, yet everyone seems to relish much on the departed era still... so am i. recollecting every piece of the memory and never wanna let go. things happened like it had just happened yesterday. 22nd birthday was so much of a memory that's meant to be remembered forever. think it over, within a year, things remained, things changed. i stumbled & i learnt. i've gained weight and again lost those pounds to nowhere. must be missing the summer...

close the window, calm the light and it will be alrite...

those sweet words

life is giving so much indigestion than inspiration lately... but this post i can assure has perked my life up! having friends to remember your birthday is always the sweetest things!
some wishes i got from MSN... hehehe...

a full of sentiment one_
Fatty Felice: Happy Buff-day Ariel says:
i wonder y didn't i celebrate with u the earlier years.but..despite of how are we going to celebrate birthday every year from now on hope i can get ur best wishes on my birthday, n vice versa on ur birthday..

a very ngam teng one_
Fei Wen: 艾瑞尔生日快乐~roy,i appreciate ur effort. ^^ let u know soon. says:
hm, i just hope you stay happy as you are, its great energy, and......a boyfriend for you soon, a GOOD boyfriend.

a long lost one_
Fanny says:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UHOPE U YUET DAI YUET ZHENG LAH

a very lai pai one_
Tee:" Happy Birthday Ms Ariel..." says:
pretty + happy always.....
n may all ur wish come true.....
enjoy the day as it is a special day dedicated for u...

a far far away one_
Nic >> 2275 you worth it says:
happy birthday
happy not today so many ppl celebrate v u
wish u all the best and bright future
enjoy la is yours day
happy happy and happy birthday'

a sweet vocal_
P e A r L y P i k L i L y says:
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u...
happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to sweet ariel.....
happy birthday to u~~~~~~~~~

牛一

少安毋躁。

我回来了！

还一直站在原地，

谢谢大家关心。

头沾湿，无可避免……

结束了孤单旅行的梦想以后，
我都在尝试拼凑记忆，想把零碎完整，
然后问自己，究竟比较喜欢哪一段的故事。
一冷下来空气就开始稀薄，
时间自然地后退停格在那一秒……
我最喜欢世界宇宙里远远近近的距离，
最浓烈色彩的下雨天街道，
还有我们年轻的笑脸流连在泛黄照片里的悠悠记忆。
那一秒，
没得转台，
只有离场。
离开，让一切有了再次被原谅的借口，
让人有好久好久一段时间不会再难过。

祝生日快乐。平安幸福。

不如不见

听完eason现场演唱，
忽然觉得饿肚子排队脚酸一切都没关系了。










《不如不见》

作曲：陈小霞 填词：林夕

头沾湿无可避免
伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机忍耐着呵欠
完全为见你一面
寻得到尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸只有怀念
不懂怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年忽已明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见

-la fin-

the 9th anniversary

i'm not a daredevil, but for this time i have broken my own record where: in 2 hours time, i got on around 20 different rides in the theme park. the rides range from the neck-breaking roller coaster, to the body-crunching bumper car, to the washing machine mixer and etc. all those games really got my stomach churned up and for a moment after the DNA mixer ride, i thought i threw up a gulp -________- but maybe i have just swolled it down... i dunno la! eww! as you can imagine, the dinner for me wasn't so appetising anymore, for i didn't win anything from the luckydraw la! geksim... for over 80% of my teammates got a prize, i was the unfortunate 20%...

anyway, really salute the idea of which my company threw their anniversary party in a theme park!!!!!! ^^ to keep the venue so secretive all this while and the only hint given was to keep reminding us all to wear cartoonish t-shirt... for god's sake, all of us (fit in aprrox. 3 buses) were brought to BTM's Cosmos, to be a 7-year-old kid again, to have fun and shout and run wild in the theme park... yeahooo~ XD for so long, i have not been playing so wild to the max exhaustion, to top it up, i have no clue of where i got all the blue blacks on my legs & my whole body is still aching......painfully......

53 minutes

是个忽晴忽阴的星期。

天气可以很热，

也可以突然下起很大很大的雨。

所以，小白两个星期才冲一次凉。

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早在半年前就很想看了，

但听不懂德文，

只好作罢。

香水它原来是一部笑片，

哈哈！

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alan与我们一同温习回忆：

在我们结束一天的旅程，

在我们挥手祝福大家后，

三个大男人都哭了。

这一切发生在三个月结束前夕。

我一直深呼吸，

深呼吸，

很怕眼泪会掉下来。

因为今后的我，

再也不走那条路了。

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读了小王子的那个晚上，

我做了个噩梦。

梦见了那条吞掉大象的大蟒蛇，

但是在梦里的它并没有吞掉大象，

却在过马路的时候被汽车碾过，

醒来的我很伤心地哭了一场，

然后去上班。

一路上我想着商人对小王子说：

“专家统计过，每个星期人们用来喝水的时间有53分钟。所以要是能发明一种止渴丸，那么我们每个星期就会省下53分钟去做其他事。”

小王子对自己说：

“要是我有53分钟，我就会到泉水边，痛快地喝个饱……”

我想要是我有53分钟，

我要每天多睡7.5714分钟，就这样。

the blessing of the dragonfly

dear sab,


i believe, everyone of us are born to be equally good in different way... things might always sound too good to be true, but think about it, if you're not convinced yourself that it's gonna be a positive outcome, most probably, things turn out not to be. have faith on yourself babe! no doubt, it's my bliss to have you to count on whenever & whatever it is... i knew, my angel is always there~ in return, i hope that i can be someone's angel~ hang on there! stand on your feet cause your angel is looking after you~ ganbate!



yours truly lovely,
ariel