Saturday, December 28, 2013

練習說再見

告別上一份工作
我反過來安慰同事朋友或自己
說總是相信goodbye沒有想像中的不好,as there's at least a word "good" in it,no?

好像再見一樣
我們也許會再見面也不一定

是夜我們並沒有要哭的衝動
大家相互擁抱說take care以後分道揚鑣
剩下的我只是疲憊
長期睡眠不足
一整個星期嘗試不去想像不能回鄉送婆婆最後一程的事實
然後一直想像如何在隔天立即把房裡的大小打包回家
但我還是辦到了
要萬分感恩秋妹桑義不容辭的幫忙

還有5個夜晚便踏入2014
我免不了回想2013
自己走訪了一些新地方認識了一些新朋友
仿佛才開始練習一個人生活便離開這個陌生又熟悉的地方
高低起伏的日子裡學習看開放下原諒開心
只希望在大起落後的其中長智慧變勇敢

酒量停滯沒進步的聖誕夜裡
嘔吐了一番之後換來很安穩的一覺
朦朧收到了一些虛幻但真實的問候
這次我們好好的說了再見

新年快樂。


Wednesday, December 25, 2013

hi merry x'mas

may I know who's this?


"I didn't want to forget him.
maybe I didn't want him to forget me."

tuesday with morrie/ mitch albom

Saturday, October 19, 2013

in my life | week #42_2013

another 10 weeks more to go before we leap over to new year
time is ticking away so fast so that it slips past before you even realise
before i forget, one thing october demands is probably for me to at least pause and pen down the week #42

1_
be home finally (though the last time was just a month ago)
drenched in my room with no sunlight 
also got to eat pasar malam food on a rainy night

2_
keeping communications open keep ones a happier person
possibly keep no doubt overnight 

3_
learn to be flexible
tips: take a (many) deep breath, if necessary

4_
phone call with old friend lasted for more than four hours in the wee hours
feeling teenage all over again
some says: good friends are like stars, you don't always see them, but you do know that they are always there (to listen to your shit over and over again) #word

5_
donated my shadow 2 years ago to a total stranger

6_
received the first postcard at my new nest
made the room warmer, homier and more colourful to a certain extent
thanks for remembering me and sent me your love all the way from the land of long white cloud

7_
dipped into the pool on a weekday evening, trying to be healthy so to speak
then indulged on seafood cup noodle, for sentimental/lazy reason so to speak 
in all, tiny happiness worth celebrating

8_
three different persons talked to me over the same thing (!) within the same day
that is what i call strong coincidence and also a sign
let's do something about it, in no time

9_
sleep cures if not appeases emotion


Monday, July 29, 2013

before midnight



"like sunrise, sunset, we appear, we disappear. 
we are so important to some, but we are just passing through."


Monday, July 22, 2013

swim with the tide



多希望能隨波逐流
水裡來水裡去
好像你們一樣

Sunday, February 24, 2013

但願人長久

但願人長久
千里共嬋娟

Thursday, February 14, 2013

情人節快樂

這是第一首去年剛開始學習烏克麗麗之後自彈自唱的歌
適逢情人節我把它錄了下來送給了姊妹絲的一個驚喜
儘管破爛得可以還是莫名奇妙的騙取了她們一些善良的眼淚
然後今年
在我不能搭上雲霄飛車以後
我想隨性亂彈哼唱便是我暫時逃離某處的雲霄飛車
於是再錄一次
送給你親愛的朋友們
套張老板給城市的一句
「自由愛恨,只因榮幸。」
我愛你們。

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

有一種美好


被我們稱為音樂
聽著聽著又不覺得累了

Sunday, January 20, 2013

happy new year



"i'd rather have something that is emotionally true than try to sing (play) it perfectly"
living up to zooey deschanel's spirit
or simply this is the best i can do for now

19.01.2013, 12.44pm, rainy day & night.

Monday, January 14, 2013